London, 29th October 2019

sexxy pics! (lol) only joking ;-) really though what do you think of my body and face?

okaaay so i just wanna get this out in the opn strait away im RLY self consious but you guys ve been buggin me for soooo long 4 some pics of me in RL so i thout id finally give u what u want!! These r just some fotos of my day to day life, like cos im not a poser or whatever, just livin it up in the city like just day to day. These are just some snaps of pretty much that. There's sm stuff goin on in the bg like wierd stuff in the bg btt just ignore that cos itS ALL ABOUT ME lol only kiddin haha. so here goes bet you re gonna wish u nevr asked fr my ugly mug haha

so this is like my going out in the city look, this is my fave look i guess. This was snapped my my M0m before sheldon n i went out in the city 1 nite. We were on our way out 2 hang at ASDA [no im NOT gay neither is sheldon eww we jst went there 2 dance what r u a homofobia?]. I guess i really like this pic cs u can see my hair rly well its like my fave asset [apart from the obv lol] cs i love my fringe, i guess im just a fringe person, i dunno i jst like think im sexy with a fringe cs it makes my face like sort of more chic, d you know what i mean? sort of like cranola jenkins n that vanity shoot, kinda sleekish? i dunno tho im in the city now sumtimes i think i shld like try n look less good like look less sleek like more BOHO CHIC? Cos all the girls in the city are all like that, like less good-on-purpose. Like if you have loadsa cash, u cn just bum around n look sexy cs u dont need like sleekish things 2 make u respected. Like u cn pretend u havent had a shower or whatever n its cool. Bt yea my hair is pretty much my best feature so i kinda want to do that like all tousled like BEDHEAD bt im nervose abt it, cos ppl always say its like my best feature n besides its about how u feel inside, n 4me my hair is a part of me, its like the most personality-screaming thing about me, its like the most importnt thing that ppl notice. OMG stop talkin abt ur hair stupid bitch. Im such a retard!!!!!!!!


so i guess this is like mroe my day2day style. its like sm events that ive been living in recently, like embodiment. im esp. proud of this jkumper its so cool and slouchy, i saw it in KFC n lusted sooooo badly i ws really wet bt it was lke £3000 so 1 day i just saw it n then i just took it, cs i had seen it so what the hell. I just bought it or took it bt for less somehow. I dnt remember exactly bt anyway i have it now. It kinda slouch bt also skinnyfit, so it makes my tits look great [mans bst friend yeah sheldon loves em lol haha ;)] so yea i really like it n i always feel like a citygrl when i put it on esp wen i havnt eaten so its all like loose n im like the bohoest liek tramp. Bt not like poor do u know that sort f thing cs the jumbers like 300000 its ok cos im respectful. I rlly wanna get murder earrings 2 go w/it thou. I hate myself w/out earrings it jst feels so wrong like im naked n worthless.



k k i admit i was posin a bit 4 this 1. dyu like my bow? Got it frm the petshop this mornin, totally retro CHIC, like CITYGIRLLLLL HELLO!!!! Im nt sure bout my butt thou it never sticks out, n im never goin 2 be like shienna milton w/like rosy things, n even though im makin my hair messy it goes all slick n smart, im jst retarded. I fuckin hate myself i deserve 2 die.

Elizabeth James' Albatross

Check out Elizabeth James' albatross. It's very cool. Very simple. Delicious. I particularly like 'sea thickens with dead quota' & 'the world my booby provides'. More later.







Note to self. Disgust in MODERATION. Maybe. (was that guy right about my reading, too many vaginas?) But everything is disgusting I can't help it. The world is pretty gross and nobody notices. My work is ************** these days, I've peaked. I don't even have wisdom teeth, I feel soooo inadequate. Charles Olson again tomorrow and I really want to dig maxipad out because I haven't written anything to show. WAIT A MINUTE I'm drinking lemsip and attempting to write poetry LIKE A***** MOT*ON! No wonder I'm staring at a blank screen. Better that than moccasins and 'how romantic it must be to be working class!'. What a fool.

LOVESIC.

LOVESIC: An exploration of punk antilyric, or a medical romance. Think digestive fluid all over sexual encounter at a motorway service station you'd rather forget.

Hot off the press! Grab a copy on Friday 20th & Saturday 21st October at the Small Publishers Fair, Conway Hall, Red Lion Square, London. Poetic Practice MA Bookstall.

Alternatively email me about getting a copy. Think I'm selling them for £3 ish.

Killin'Kittenish will also be available from the Yt Communications bookstall, and I am reading with Frances Kruk, Sean Bonney and Jow Lindsay @ 2pm on Saturday 21st.

killin'kittenish hits the stores!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My new and first book, Killin'Kittenish!, is available from yt communications as of today. Email ytcommuniaction@yahoo.co.uk to get your copy (a couple of quid I think), or come along to the Small Press Book Fair @ Red Lion Square London on 20th/21st October to get your hands on this and other Yt products. Also available:
Sean Bonney, Hex Progress
Frances Kruk, Clobber ("intimate & crude!")
Jow Lindsay/Francis Crot The Cuntomatic

viz

sum paintings I did, yeh.